Another one of Josh and I.

Josh and I. The young one.. but um it's over before it really started. Oh well.

This closet is wonderful also

I love this view. How wonderful would that be ever morning... the breeze. the sun. the water. I can almost feel it.

I like this one too.

I love this bedroom. It's gorgeous.

Wow. How do people actually look like this?

This is from the new mtv show 8th and Ocean. The girl is from Kansas City. This makes me yearn for summer.

I love these pants and shoes. Together it's too cute. I really do. I don't like the pants that are long but I like them since they're a little shorter.

I like to make these pictures in Paintshop.

He's such a good guy. He just sent me an email reminding me to not let my relationship with God suffer at all. To still continue praying and reading my Bible. He really is just a good guy. Pics to come bc he's a hottie too. ;)

You know I love posting pics up. Time for more randomness.

Harvard from last summer in the middle. Somthing about tall guys lately. Josh is 6'4". Harvard is 6'7". Mormon is 6'5". Those are old though.. Just Josh right now.

And the last one I have of Brent the Hott Mormon.

Brent the Hott Mormon in the middle.

More Brent the hott Mormon pics He's on the left. Turns out he's still alive and he sent me some pictures,

How young is too young for a 23 year old ....

[1] I have read a lot of books.
[2] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[3] I have been to Canada.
[] I have been to Europe.
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[6] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[7] I have played ping pong.
[8] I have swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[9] I have seen fireworks.
[10] I have seen a shooting star.
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[11] I have almost drowned.
[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[13] have listened to one CD over & over & over again.[
] I have had stitches.
[] I have had frostbite.
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[14] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[15] I had/have a job.
[16] I have been ice skating.
[17] I have been rollerblading.
[18] I have fallen flat on my face.
[19] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[] have been in a fist fight.
[20] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[21] I have watched the power rangers.
[22] I attend Church regularly.
[23] I have played truth or dare.
[24] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[25] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[26] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[27] I've been in a verbal argument.
[28] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.
[29] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[] I've played soccer on a team.
[30] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[31 I've played softball on a team.
[32] I've played volleyball on a team.
[] I've played tennis on a team.
[33] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[34]I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[]I've bungee jumped.[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[35] I've lost more than $20.
[36] I've called myself an idiot.
[37] I've called someone else an idiot.
[38] I've cried myself to sleep.
[39] I've had (or have) pets.
[40]I've owned a spice girls CD. And proud of it!!!!
[41]I've owned a britney spears CD.
[] I've owned an 'N Sync CD.
[] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[]I've mooned someone.
[42] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[] I've been in the newspaper.
[] I've been on TV.
[] I've been to Hawaii.
[43]I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[44] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[45] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[46] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[47] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[48] I've been called a geek.
[] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[49] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[50] I've hugged my mom with the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[51] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[52]I've written poetry.
[53] I've been arrested.
[54] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[55] I've had/have siblings.
[56] I've been to a rock concert.
[57] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[58] I've been in a play.
[] I've been picked last in gym class.
[59] I've been picked first in gym class.
[60] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[61] I've cried in front of my friends.
[62] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[] I've played Halo 2.
[64] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.
[] I've been to China.
[] I've been to Spain.
[] I've been to Japan.
[65] I've had a fight with someone on AIM
[66] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[67] I've had serious conversations on any IM
[68] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[69] I've been forgiven.
[70] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[71] I've cried at a chick flick.
[72] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[73] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[] I've been to a rap concert.
[74] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[75] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[76] I've driven on the highway.
[77] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day
[78] I've been in a car accident
[] I've done drugs/...smoking?
[79] I've been homesick.
[80] I've thrown up
[81] I've puked on someone.
[82] I've been horseback riding.
[] I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.
[83] I've spoken my mind in public.
[84] I've proven someone wrong.
[85] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[] I've broken a leg.
[86] I've broken an arm
[87] I've fallen off a swing.
[] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight
[] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[88] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[89] I've lost my backpack.
[90] I've come close to dying.
[] I've seen someone die.
[91] I've known someone who has died.
[92] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[]I've done modeling.
[94] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[95] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[96] I've realized how good my life is.
[97] I've counted my blessings.
[98] I've made fun of a classmate.
[99] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[] I've slapped someone in the face.
[] I've been skateboarding.
[100] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[101] I've lied to someone to their face.
[102] I've told a little white lie.
[103] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[] I've fainted
[104] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[105] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[106] I've been pushed into a pool.

Total: 106

I like their little outfits there. i really need to go shopping. maybe i will. there has to be something cute i can buy for cheap. even a little cheap skirt or something from the thrift store. they have cute things there for real cheap of course. it might be time to do that.

I watch way too much TV. It's depressing sometimes. I chose this picture from back in November bc I think I was depressed that day or something like that.

I looove this look

I like this look.

He only just decided to run on Friday though so it's not like he did any campaigning or anything. oh he's 6'4. u know how i like em tall...

Josh just sent me these. Today he ran for Sophomore class president today, but he lost. They reelected the guy from last year.

kinda cute.

Now I do love my dresses. I bought a pattern so I can sew this dress. Now that it's summer I need to get on that.

I love love love and i have a perfect pair of shoes for this skirt. again i dont own it

From JLo's clothing line. So freaking cute.

Another one of my favorite items of clothing. Apple Bottom jeans. I dont have a pair of these either yet,

I found the perfect bathing suit for the summer. I love this. I've seen a few people like Nicole Richie and Jessica Alba wearing it, but I actually found it on Jojo.blogspot.com. It's 130 or something like that. unfortunately i dont have the money for it but i do loooovveee it. its gorgeous. and it goes great with tan skin.

Ok so here is my friend Josh. And he is only a friend. He's 18. I grew up with his family but of course he was very young. His older brother and I who is 25 now, I'm 23, and I dated when I was 16. By dated I mean that we hung out all the time... kissed twice and went to his prom together. then it stopped and he married this hoe that i absolutely hated .. she hated me too. anyway josh his little brother now lives about 2.5 hrs away from me in springfield. we grew up together in fort worth. so we've been talking lately... found each other on myspace. ... are becoming friends and we are gonna hang out in a couple weeks. then i wont see him again til august bc he's going home to CO where his family is moving in may. so thats that... 18 years old. almost 19 but ill turn 24 3 months after he turns 19. a little young... although my girlfriend just got married to a 19 yr old and shes 25. it was crazy to me since shes got a masters in something or other but they seem to fit well. good luck to em.

I sure would like this. I feel as if I'm close but not there. The work/money thing just kills me. I can't get better with this issue always there.

So no drama in my life as of late. Well besides work and money drama... But not other drama anyway. It's kinda nice. hopefully it stays that way.

9 lasts

-last place you were: Macaroni Grill
-last cigarette: Never
-last beverage: Water
-last kiss: A few months ago
-last movie seen: She’s the Man with Stacy and the girls (Molly, Bethany and Jessica)
-last phone call: Jason Lee. He was upstairs and I was downstairs. He called me.
-last cd played: Winds of War- World Revival Church
-last bubble bath: Too long to remember. I only take baths in my own shower. It can’t be used by anyone else bc that is just gross, and in my last place I only had a shower.
-last time you cried: yesterday watching Miracle Workers. I was bawling. This blind kid was able to see. He had the best personality.

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8 have you evers.

-have you ever dated someone twice: yes
-have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes-have you ever fallen in love: Yes
-have you ever been depressed: yes
-have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yes
-have you ever hit another person: yeah

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7 states you’ve been to:

1. New York
2. Florida
3. Texas
4. New Jersey
5. Oregon
6. California
7. Puerto Rico (not technically a state yet or hopefully ever.)

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6 things you've done today.

1. watched tv
2. did laundry
3. slept
4. fed the dog
5. studied for my garnish test at Macaroni Grill
6. talked on the phone

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5 favorite things

1. God
2. My Family and Friends
3. World Revival Church
4. My TV
5. My Sidekick

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4 people you can tell pretty much anything to

1. Eric Morrison
2. Eileen Montalvo
3. Jason Lee
4. My mom (sort of)

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3 favorite colors

1. Pink
2. Orange
3. Blue

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2 things you want to do before you die

1. Change the world
2. Get married, have kids.

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1 thing you regret:

1. Can’t tell. But I do regret it.

Big Decision

I've decided not to kiss til my wedding day. So once I find the guy I don't want to have my first kiss with him til our wedding day. :) My girlfriend did that. It can happen. We'll see. lol.

Ugh. Yesterday my friend from tx told me that he cheated on his wife... What was I to do with that. I refuse to give him advice on whether to tell her or not... I can't go there. I did give him some common sense advice though like never see her again. dont ever call her again. ever. that kind of stuff. that sure does suck.

even the dresser got cleaned. thank god carla came to visit me or it never would have gotten cleaned. :)

my best friend .. the tv

windowsill

Carla was here last week from NYC. We had such a blast. She is one of my best friends in the world. She brought me those earrings. Aren't they great!

Cheesy romanticism. A girl can dream right.

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I think I'm going to go dancing tonight. Should be fun. I do want to dance!

In my room tonight. I don't know what was up with the peace sign. I never do that. lol.

And this is the dude I went out with last summer for a few weeks. He goes to Harvard and was student body president at ku. oh and he's 6'7". and sooo hot. good lord.

My coworkers house. I love it. It's like a fairy tale. We were just chatting and he was sending me pics. I haven't been there or anything.

Lost Dog Band

I really like her tatoo on her foot. the foot is basically the only place id like to get one if i were too and im liking something like this. i prob wont do it but who knows.

I love this picture. I like her pants and shoes a lot.

So here's the big news of the week. I'm quitting my job next week I think. It's just pointless -besides making money and all that. I don't like it. I can barely bring myself to do it. I'm not benefitting my company. I'll probably get fired soon. So I'm quitting. Soon. Can't do it anymore. So once again I'm looking for a job. We are thinking of doing real estate -my bro and I. I was a mortgage broker for a couple years but that's another thing I don't want to do again. So if anyone has any ideas let me know ... Even though you don't know that much about me I'm still taking ideas. Goodnight. I don't know why my silly butt is up at 230 am.

How freaking cute is this? Man that little Matilda is a cutie. Their little family will someday rival the cuteness of Phillipe- Witherspoons who are also unreal cute.

Rumor has it that my girl Eva has been getting cozy with Joaquin who is just so freaking hot for some reason. Good Lord. But they also say she has a boyfriend. Joaquin would be a much cooler bf celebrity wise though. Her bf now is some director who is not that big. I want her with Joaquin for purely selfish reasons... Being that we'd see more of her. They could become the Brangelina.

If I had a famous athlete boyfriend I'd pimp my Sidekick out too. Heck I think I'm gonna pimp my Sidekick out anyway.