Ok so here is my friend Josh. And he is only a friend. He's 18. I grew up with his family but of course he was very young. His older brother and I who is 25 now, I'm 23, and I dated when I was 16. By dated I mean that we hung out all the time... kissed twice and went to his prom together. then it stopped and he married this hoe that i absolutely hated .. she hated me too. anyway josh his little brother now lives about 2.5 hrs away from me in springfield. we grew up together in fort worth. so we've been talking lately... found each other on myspace. ... are becoming friends and we are gonna hang out in a couple weeks. then i wont see him again til august bc he's going home to CO where his family is moving in may. so thats that... 18 years old. almost 19 but ill turn 24 3 months after he turns 19. a little young... although my girlfriend just got married to a 19 yr old and shes 25. it was crazy to me since shes got a masters in something or other but they seem to fit well. good luck to em.

I sure would like this. I feel as if I'm close but not there. The work/money thing just kills me. I can't get better with this issue always there.

So no drama in my life as of late. Well besides work and money drama... But not other drama anyway. It's kinda nice. hopefully it stays that way.

9 lasts

-last place you were: Macaroni Grill
-last cigarette: Never
-last beverage: Water
-last kiss: A few months ago
-last movie seen: She’s the Man with Stacy and the girls (Molly, Bethany and Jessica)
-last phone call: Jason Lee. He was upstairs and I was downstairs. He called me.
-last cd played: Winds of War- World Revival Church
-last bubble bath: Too long to remember. I only take baths in my own shower. It can’t be used by anyone else bc that is just gross, and in my last place I only had a shower.
-last time you cried: yesterday watching Miracle Workers. I was bawling. This blind kid was able to see. He had the best personality.

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8 have you evers.

-have you ever dated someone twice: yes
-have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes-have you ever fallen in love: Yes
-have you ever been depressed: yes
-have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yes
-have you ever hit another person: yeah

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7 states you’ve been to:

1. New York
2. Florida
3. Texas
4. New Jersey
5. Oregon
6. California
7. Puerto Rico (not technically a state yet or hopefully ever.)

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6 things you've done today.

1. watched tv
2. did laundry
3. slept
4. fed the dog
5. studied for my garnish test at Macaroni Grill
6. talked on the phone

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5 favorite things

1. God
2. My Family and Friends
3. World Revival Church
4. My TV
5. My Sidekick

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4 people you can tell pretty much anything to

1. Eric Morrison
2. Eileen Montalvo
3. Jason Lee
4. My mom (sort of)

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3 favorite colors

1. Pink
2. Orange
3. Blue

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2 things you want to do before you die

1. Change the world
2. Get married, have kids.

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1 thing you regret:

1. Can’t tell. But I do regret it.

Big Decision

I've decided not to kiss til my wedding day. So once I find the guy I don't want to have my first kiss with him til our wedding day. :) My girlfriend did that. It can happen. We'll see. lol.

Ugh. Yesterday my friend from tx told me that he cheated on his wife... What was I to do with that. I refuse to give him advice on whether to tell her or not... I can't go there. I did give him some common sense advice though like never see her again. dont ever call her again. ever. that kind of stuff. that sure does suck.

even the dresser got cleaned. thank god carla came to visit me or it never would have gotten cleaned. :)

my best friend .. the tv

windowsill

Carla was here last week from NYC. We had such a blast. She is one of my best friends in the world. She brought me those earrings. Aren't they great!

Cheesy romanticism. A girl can dream right.

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I think I'm going to go dancing tonight. Should be fun. I do want to dance!

In my room tonight. I don't know what was up with the peace sign. I never do that. lol.

And this is the dude I went out with last summer for a few weeks. He goes to Harvard and was student body president at ku. oh and he's 6'7". and sooo hot. good lord.

My coworkers house. I love it. It's like a fairy tale. We were just chatting and he was sending me pics. I haven't been there or anything.

Lost Dog Band

I really like her tatoo on her foot. the foot is basically the only place id like to get one if i were too and im liking something like this. i prob wont do it but who knows.

I love this picture. I like her pants and shoes a lot.